i'd be your writer

That's me; the brave girl who has fight way too long to reach this point

to be able to believe again, and 

to trust again

and that I chose you not because--

you are nothing flawed, or because 

you are anything bold

you are just you, your well-defined self

you are, the package of you as the one that I chose

despite, the intricate nature of yourself

despite, my heavy mind and impulsive heart

I made myself to choose you

despite various of options 

with all my reasons

you are chosen; for the logics I couldn't count

and for the sake I couldn't mount

you were, nothing all days before now

but today, you are the main actor in my story

the prologue I've produced at one page line 

the epilogue I'm about to have at end of time

this tale, you see, I'm about to tell--

is the journey of wanting and desiring

more or less about giving

sometimes, requires taking while-- loving

but--

I may need some cooperations, a good persona acts in this story made

I may want you to stay, under this spotlight I've prepared

between my vulnerability and the courageousness of mine

for it has always been you in this insane mind

so be the role, be my hero

be this story's actor,

be my knight in shining armour

but do not just act, be more of real you --instead

be patient, for it's about to aim

for you to be the role in my world of main

be honest, for it's about to begin

for you to be the persona in this entire theater till the end

stay cool, my dear; I'm the best writer

and the best fit to make you the better

be nearer, i won't harm nor scare 

do not be in fear, instead be in my care

promise, this hand is made safe

so that's now as you have to believe and behave

trust, for I'm one of fantasy's best writers

made up of the best characters

i would create you stories and long letters

and for in all seriousness and madness,

I borne to be your ultimate writer, 

something for you to cherish, for no one luckier to have me but--

you as my tale's warrior. 

a.y.