The way you detaching

Looking back to the old pages I've scattered I somehow have to admit there are few flaws in me are made by my own self; by my own hands. Either it's true or not, it should be the second thing to be considered. The main is; I might have let things to be in 'pending' the way I shouldn't in suppose. The idea was; attachment of Dunya is when I started to lose the heart to other human being. I started to believe and love someone so dear that I assume I have wronged the divine line between me and God; thus I decided to back off from anyone. It should be understood as I'm neglecting the true feeling inside me and denying all every possibility in order for me to detaching. And that's how I actually deny the blessing that Allah might has given to my dear self. 

For some people; loving someone is Dunya. You find it difficult to find your true one while your eyes are blind or been closed. Because after all; the way you see is nowhere to be on point. Love someone is never a wrong thing to do; it's a blessing after all. When you start to have the wrong idea about something, it results you might just reject the way Allah might has answered your prayers by sending you a right person. Because all you thought was; you have wronged what Allah said not to like 'love is haraam, coz it's something that can get you near to zina' by which it's all depends on how you act and protect yourself from not crossing the border line God has stated. To truly love someone as a means of fitrah and be crazily in love with any of His creation until you 'lost' are two different degrees of 'loving'; learn not to treat those as the same. 

As a way you act after rejecting the 'true' one, you can't go whining to Allah for giving you bad fate or simply telling that 'this is what's best for me from Allah'. Learn that, it's the consequences of your acts and wronged thoughts. How is it can you fix your relationship with God after hurting His creation? 

Allah. I was wrong all this while, thank God I know now which of which are wrong and requiring a fixing. At the end of the day, it depends on how you choose. Never simply rejecting a choice just because it doesn't suit your preferences. I will, in upcoming entries share about how this poet has turned me awake and eventually distinguish between standards and preferences. Know that; both are different and learn to never assume they are the same. 

May Allah bless us.